Holidays 2011

A first

I didn't put my tree up alone this year!

Platte County Community Band

I truly enjoy playing with this band. We have fun and make great music while doing it. The best part is there are several of my closest friends in it, and it is conducted by Al Sergel who conducted the bands while I was at Northwest.
Today's concert was incredibly fun to play. We shared with a choir. I Iove the blend of choir and bands, especially around the holidays.
Happy Holidays everyone!!

Thankful

I am thankful for these things at this moment.
-the universe
-the power of positive thinking
-good health
-family
-friends
-John, who has blessed my life more than I could have imagined another human could.
-food network
-money to buy good food to feed my family
-my brothers safe travels through Saudi Arabia and London and back home
-a job which challenges me and allows me to learn and grow everyday
-humility
-a warm home
-my pets
-my iPhone and Siri
-the amazing meal I cooked, featured in a photo below.

Adventures

I couldn't possibly had a more perfect weekend (unless I had been on a beach) than I did this last weekend. John and I traveled to St. Louis to attend a wedding of John's friends Mike and Meg. I was able to meet some of John's friends. It was so wonderful to meet people that have known John for a long time. I feel like I have a whole new friend family of wonderful people! I am so lucky to have found an amazing man who has amazing people who love him. It says something about a persons character when they have so many good friends and people that care about them.
On top of a perfect weekend, I was able to reconnect with an old friend. Kourtney and I played oboe together for 4 years and then lived in the same river market building post undergrad.
Anyway, our friendship was one of my favorites from my 20's and I am happy to reconnect!
Life couldn't get much better. Thank you universe!!

I am having trouble with the pictures, I will fix it momentarily.

View from our room

Some of John's favorite friends - the Brunk's

I'm mildly obsessed with all things Lemp

Kourtney and I at Square One Brewery

The hall

A Dunkin Donuts opened up by my house!!

Trying something new

I got my iPhone a few weeks ago. I thought I would see if blogger had an app. Lo and behold, they do! So enjoy this blog coming to you from my iPhone 4S! I'm hoping I can post Way more blogs since this is so convenient.

I attended the Sporting KC playoff game today. The games are really fun. They didn't win, but it's fine. In fact none of my teams won this weekend.

John sang backup for Ben Folds today in St. Louis. I wanted to be there so bad but it really wasn't feasible with work. I know it had to be quite the experience, can't wait to hear about it.

Fall

Time is going by so fast, sometimes it's hard to stop and just breathe and allow myself the moment to really take it all in.  I like living the dream but I want to roll around in it and really enjoy it to the fullest. 

 

*7 months of the best relationship I have ever been in.  It makes everything seem new and exciting.  I love the challenge of being the best person I can be (I have a long way to go, but I keep working on it) and watching John be the best man he can be.  I love our ability of communication - even it continues to grow as we get to know each other better.  I am very lucky to have found him.  

*Changing from Sped to Reg Ed was an amazing opportunity that has awakened my love for teaching. Everyday is fun.  Everyday I am happy to go to work.   I am constantly reminded by how lucky I am to have this opportunity and how it has changed my life (for the happier).  

*I'm starting to see myself take pride in things.  I hadn't done this in a while.  I'm finally getting some things done with my house.  I'm buying new clothes (at a thrift store/consignment - only way to go).  I'm wearing make up everyday, doing my hair everyday.  Changing my earrings.  Just small things that I notice I've changed and am showing my happiness through. I would imagine it's part of that being the best person I can be deal....

*I have gotten most of my Christmas shopping done - this is sooooo unlike me. But I know it will help my financial situation during Christmas break!  

*Lots of good things around me, I'm very blessed. 

Blessings

Here's the short version.  For the first time in my adult life, I am in a mature relationship.  That's right, I have a boyfriend.  His name is John.  We met on match shortly after my 34th birthday. MARCH it's a funny story - I'll tell it to anyone who will listen, but should be told in person.

John is kind, handsome, caring, compassionate, funny, silly, animated, social, and respectful.
He is a lover of beer, sports, music, family, friends, and a foodie.
John spends his time being the Director of Choirs at a nearby community college.  He can teach people how to make music as well as compose, and sing songs.
He is a blessing in my life.  He is everything I was looking for.  He captivated me in the first 15 minutes and I haven't been bored yet, and it's been 5 months.

We are still kind of new in the relationship, but I just kind of wanted to shout it from the roof tops, that it was finally my turn.  My patience ran thin and I even gave up at times, but in the end, the universe blessed me with something greater than I ever thought I would have. 

In front of the Lemp Mansion

Now that I've broke the news on the blog, I'm hoping to write more about our adventures and put up more pictures.  These two at the bottom are from a weekend trip we took to St. Louis and Columbia. 




The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle.   (Miracles happen! - me)
Anais Nin

A jersey away...

I went on an awesome trip last year to Okoboji (Arnold's Park, Spirit Lake) Iowa.  It was so life changing and full of awesomeness, I decided I'd do it again this year.  You can see the blog and pics of it if you click on 'trip' in the first sentence.  Definitely fun for me to read again.  This year I drove up by myself on the fourth of July.  I had to take 71 hwy. up the whole way because of the flooding and I-29 being closed.  It was a different view, slower drive and I loved it.  I didn't take as many pictures this time, I wish I did, but I did take in the beauty.  So of course the main goal on the trip is to ride BRASL.  We had decided to do the 50 miles this year.  The longest I've ever ridden was about 30 miles (and that was a year ago).  I knew that the Electra and I couldn't make 50 miles together (we're too damn heavy and take too much energy).  So I invested in Schwinn.  Schwinn is a beautiful yellow, and, like me, from the 1970's.  I had Family Bicycles take a look and fix it up.  I put on some transition pedals with one side clips and the other flat.  I wasn't sure about clips, now I love them.  I also am okay with the pedals I purchased.  They don't have too good of a rep, but are perfect for me right now.  I wasn't a fan of Schwinn, so taking it to ride 50 miles was scary.  I brought along Electra (yep, traveled with both bikes on back) just incase.  Plus I knew Electra would want to take a trip and tour of Okoboji again.

I actually did ride both bikes while I was there.  I arrived on July 4, we had a wonderful dinner and then Carrie and I went to see the fireworks at Arnolds Park.  They were great - and the people watching was spectacular!  There are lots of things I like to do while in Okoboji, but going to the Family Diner has to be one of my favorites.  Carrie's parents are regulars and it's a small town anyhow - so it's fun to see everyone stop by our booth and listen to her parents talk with everyone.  I really like that kind of life.  While I also love the anonymity of the city, sometimes you get lost in the crowd. It's just a different experience.  The diner also has awesome food, and if you didn't know how much I loved breakfast food, you do now.  I got to do many other new things that we didn't do last year.  Carrie's mom volunteers at the Nature Center - which is so impressive!  I learned quite a bit in the bit of time we spent there.  It is really a cool place.   We went strawberry picking and picked enough strawberries to last us a week.  Carrie made a really good angel food cake!  The strawberries have ruined me for anything we have in the store though.  They were so tasty!   I cannot say enough thanks and gratitude for Carrie and her parents treating me to a wonderful vacation for the second year in a row.  I love having dinner with them and hanging out. Carrie's mom taught me a new way to make ribs (can't wait to do this for my dad's birthday coming up) and reminded me about hobo dinners (you know when you throw a lot of different stuff in some foil and grill it).  I love those.  She also taught me another trick - use the mandolin to do that potatoes - they cook so fast.  I introduced them to basil infused olive oil. Hardly a trade off for everything she taught me and all the wonderful food we ate, but made some pretty good tomato and mozz salad.  I know Carrie's mom used it in several dishes afterwards.  It is amazing how much flavor those infused olive oils add to a dish.

We rode our bikes everyday except for Friday.  I got used to the Schwinn - didn't love it yet, but I was comfortable with the clips and doing pretty well with the shifting and everything.  Carrie was able to supply me with some gloves (which I found out I really needed) and the local bike shop had some bike shorts (yeah, the ones with padding) which I also found out I really needed (and was excited to find out that I fit into them fine).
So, I was duded out and ready to go for Saturday.  We decided we would start a little early because we knew it would take us a little longer.  So we were in downtown Spirit Lake around 7am.  But it was raining.  We held out for 30 minutes and then got our start.  The roads were wet, but the bikes handled fine.  We were off to a fantastic start.  The first 13 miles weren't so bad, pretty good actually.  We hit our first sag stop, I slowed down to park next to Carrie and my front brake popped out, and even though I had one foot out of the clips I fell over (probably because I was going so slow and surprised by the lack of brake all of a sudden).  My chain fell off (not really a problem - just added to the hot mess).  I just looked at Carrie and was like wtf?!   We were chatting as we got drinks and snacks and she mentioned her tire was low.  So low tire and minus a front break - we headed off. I don't remember the miledge, but we stopped next in Jackson, Minnesota.  Carrie changed her tire (in 9 minutes = rockstar!).  And we stopped at Caseys, used the bathroom etc.  This is the part of the ride that I saw the most damage from the flooding that is still occurring up north.  Part of the trail we were supposed to ride was flooded out.  After our stop we continued on, into a head wind.  At this time, it was the longest 7 or so miles of my life.  I actually wasn't sure I was going to make it.  I ran out of energy with about 2 miles to the sag stop.  But I pushed through and made it somehow.  Then we started off again, up another hill (did I mention head wind, and up hill).  This hill was the steepest of our climb, and it curved.  Once we got up it, the head wind changed into a side wind and the road became a little bit flatter and not as much uphill (although still up hill a bit).  A side wind proved much worse than the head wind.  It was all the grip I had to stay on the road.  By this time, my lady parts were hurting bad and I was really tired of riding.  But Schwinn kept going.  At some point in the ride, I stopped at what should have been a sag stop but they were loading up and waited for Carrie.  She had decided to have her parents meet her rather than finish it out (because the finish was uphill).  I decided I had to finish and did.  Carrie and her parents were awesome cheering me on when I made it in.  It was a really good feeling.  I can't believe that I did it, but I did.  Definitely one of my bigger smiles.  We celebrated by having some good unhealthy food and a beer, then a nap.  It was a great day - and a great vacation.  These little weeks in Okoboji have become something I look forward to in the summer.  Carrie and her parents are definitely part of my chosen family.

I'm looking forward to riding again - It's been so hot and I've been in class for the last two weeks, so I haven't been out on the bike.  I am thinking some early mornings might be necessary before school starts.  I miss it.  Can't wait for the fall.....

summer check in

Just wanted to check in and let you all know what's going on this summer so far (20 days in).

-routine?  I haven't gotten into one, mainly because last week I had volleyball camp and worked in my new classroom.  I do try to walk Maggie every day.  We usually go about a mile or mile and a half.  Maggie can be challenging to walk, I have to pull her for most of the way.  She is getting better.  If I could make a dream routine - I'd be getting up around 7:30, walking, breakfast, clean/organize/do a task, work out/ride my bike, lunch, clean/organize, nap/read/lay in the sun, get ready for the evening - depends on what's going on.  This is the routine I had going the first week of summer, maybe I'll get back to it. 
-outings?  I've been doing plenty of things.  I saw and met the creators of the documentary American Ghost Hunter.  I saw Chelsea Handler.  I have been out and about several times with friends.  I have seen Hangover 2.  I'm sure there are several outings I'm missing, but I can't think of them.
-summer job?  Yes, I had a summer job dropped in my lap. Most days I wish I had never taken it.  But it is an interesting job for me.  I'm a hostess at one of my very favorite breweries in Kansas City - 75th St. Brewery.  It has been really eye opening as to how the industry really works and what goes on behind doors.  The job itself is pretty easy, but we work really hard if it's busy.  There's a lot of responsibilities. 
I'll be happy to get that $$ and put it away for a weekend trip or something.
-trips?  Well, I loved Okoboji, IA so much last summer that I'm heading back.  I'm staying with my friend Carrie and her parents.  I have the best memories from last year, and I'm looking forward to making some more.  Okoboji is awesome because you can bike everywhere.  The weather is not as hot as here in KC, so biking isn't such a sweaty dehydrated mess.  I think that Carrie and I are going to try and ride the 50 mile for BRASL this year - which will have us riding in 3 states if I remember right.  I am hoping that my Schwinn is everything I want it to be so I can ride it.
I'm also heading to Springfield to see the Logan's, which will probably also turn into a trip to see a friend that is moving to West Plains (she's going to be the asst. band director there!).  So - Stacy if you want to hang for an evening - let me know.  I'll be down to see the Logan's around July 22-24, at least that is our plans - I will have to look at my $$ situation as that is right at the end of my paycheck, and sometimes I have $$ and sometimes I don't.  I won't get my big paycheck until July 25.  But I'm making a valiant effort to start saving money and being better about spending.  
-bikes?  Yes, I bought a Schwinn road bike off Craigslist.  I think it's from the 80's, or at least am hoping it is (that is before Schwinn sold out).  I have it now up to Family Bicycles getting tuned up, new peddles (with clips!!) and a water bottle holder.  I'm excited about the new peddles because one side has clips and the other is just flat so I can wear any shoes on it.  I hope this helps with the clips transition. 

I am not quite ready to put anything else on here. I am trying not to feel like summer is slipping through my hands.  But I kind of feel like that.  There is just so much going on - however I do have lots of things to look forward to. 

The best thing

about teaching is the new beginnings.  It's also the best thing about living.  I'm thankful today for new beginnings.  I know that I can start new this week.  After closing out a school year, and escalating a situation to near stupidity I can feel celebrated and forgive myself and move on to this summer.
Last summer I felt so good.  It was a real turning point in my life. I was truly happy and healthy.  I felt good, the best I have ever felt. 
My mission this summer is to feel that way again.  I begin this mission starting tomorrow (new beginnings).  I am looking forward to waking up early and making the most of my day.  While I don't have to work, I have plenty of goals to accomplish this summer.  
                                           
Here are a few of the goals:  clean ( I mean REALLY clean) the house.   Clean out the spare bedroom (tossing the bed, extra crap I don't use that I keep in there - hoping to get a daybed with trundle).  Get a better handle on my finances - maybe develop a better budget...just something to start saving money and feel good about having paid everything off.  Above all those things, being good to myself, eating healthy, being active everyday.  As much as I'd like to loose weight, it's more about feeling good and healthy.  Right now I don't.  And of course, I just want to find that happiness again.  It radiated throughout the entire school year (coming and going of course).  But I know I still felt it at the end of the year.  I'd like to be able to just recall

  or feel it whenever I want.  Being positive is completely addictive.  I am totally and wholly addicted. 
I'd like to get out of Kansas City at some point as well.  I have Okoboji, IA in July, but nothing else planned.  I need some other plans! 
Be well and Live well.  

gratitude

I am so thankful.  In honor and memory of all people fallen over tragedy and those brave enough to be in the armed forces.  I have gratitude for the following:

-living, and being able to live my life comfortably and without any major life altering problems currently.
-being surrounded (close and far away) with people who love and support me, unconditionally.
-having a house that is standing, and secure and  feels lived in, inviting and warm.
-knowing who I am
-having found biking as a hobby, and friends that bike too, definitely one of my greatest gifts to myself
-having found peace of mind about my thoughts and inner conflicts with organized religion
-being able to remember that what you put out there comes back to you, and always trying to put my best and most positive out there.
-summer vacation
-the ability to look forward and feel positive about upcoming new adventures
-the ability to listen to my inner voice, it always guides me in the right direction.
-and lastly, the ability to enjoy this moment
-OH and also, I am sooooo grateful for a brother who knows computers and fixes mine from viruses on a regular occasion. 

It's Official

I will be the 6th grade Science Teacher at Center Middle School next year.  Same school, same principal, just a different (less demanding) job.  I am very excited for this opportunity and to close the Special Education chapter.  I love the excitement of putting together a whole new classroom and feeling like a first year excited teacher again (except with 8 years of experience). 

church.

I'm not a church goer.  I can't even say that I do much prayin'.  I try to serve fellow humans the best I can and keep my mind on the present more than on the past or the future (if you read, you know I struggle with the later).  But on Sunday I was up early (doing the Trolley Run), and I was riding my bike up to Waldo (who can afford gas..) and I realized that the ride, the outdoors, the crisp air, my frozen fingers were my perfect church.  My perfect moment to praise living and being a part of all that is living.  And it was tenfold by arriving to do a 4 mile run which had 11,000 people attending.  There is something church like about participating in something so much bigger than yourself.  Life affects everyone, I try to remember that in hopes that others remember it when I slip up.  Itsn't it always the best to run into a most caring, and understanding individual on the days when you could care less about the world.  I find that the best friends often started as those people who ran into at your worst, but believed in your best.   

life

Too many reminders in the last few weeks that life is short and you must take care of yourself while living it.  Please take care of yourselves.


Prayers for:

Mary's dad who had some unexplained seizures this week. 
Dan Barnett, a NWMSU friend, who was in a really bad motorcycle accident this weekend.
My uncle John who had his knee replaced this week.
My parents, who are fine, but I worry about them all the time. 
My brother, because I worry about him too.
My amazing colleague, friend and principal, Nicole, who is making some tough decisions in her life.
Bethany and Kelly who are bringing life into this world soon.
Everyone, especially teachers, who are without a job, or will be without one for the next school year.


May we all take care of ourselves so we can be the best vehicle for service to one another.  Be kind. Stop stressing out about small stuff and remind yourself of this moment, because that moment could always be your last.

Check out Gavin Lendt

One of my best friends composes music.  He is trying to get into the wedding music scene.  If you have friends or know of someone who is getting married, please let them know about Gavin.  He will compose unique music for the wedding - making it personal to the bride and groom.  I've been in several weddings (including his own) that he's done and it is AMAZING!   It's affordable as well since he's just starting off. 
As always, you can contact me or just contact Gavin through his website:

www.lendtmusik.com    - It's linked to all the Gavin's above if you just want to click on any of those.

It doesn't matter where the bride or groom live or are getting married - Gavin can compose the music for their special day. 

Check out music from Gavin Lendt

Thank you

There won't be enough thank you's for my friends and family.  I want you to know that you made me feel like I am worth celebrating - I got the message.  Thank you.  I love you.

Do I have time....

Dear almost 34 over thinking self involved ego,
I know you are worried about figuring out how to let go and be yourself and really rock the world.  However, in light off all that is going on, maybe you should worry more about the world ending.  So many events are happening more frequently that really spell out devastation to entire countries, including the latest that might have an effect on the a good half of the world.  Maybe you should just drop the over thinking, and just think about now (you used to be good at that).  Enjoy your moment now.  Enjoy every bit of everyone and everything that comes your way.  If you want it now, go get it now (not really speaking of material items here).  Maybe the letting go or overcoming whatever is holding you back will leave once you realize that maybe this is all you got and you have to make the most of it everyday.  The universe would ask for nothing less.  No more struggling, it's not worth wasting the energy.  Do what you feel you should do in this moment (laugh, hug, say i love you, pray..).  Oh, and don't worry, you are very skeptical of everything - curiously skeptical.  So for real, maybe this is just an opportunity to overcome and let your true self shine out. 
Love
yourself.