Do I have time....

Dear almost 34 over thinking self involved ego,
I know you are worried about figuring out how to let go and be yourself and really rock the world.  However, in light off all that is going on, maybe you should worry more about the world ending.  So many events are happening more frequently that really spell out devastation to entire countries, including the latest that might have an effect on the a good half of the world.  Maybe you should just drop the over thinking, and just think about now (you used to be good at that).  Enjoy your moment now.  Enjoy every bit of everyone and everything that comes your way.  If you want it now, go get it now (not really speaking of material items here).  Maybe the letting go or overcoming whatever is holding you back will leave once you realize that maybe this is all you got and you have to make the most of it everyday.  The universe would ask for nothing less.  No more struggling, it's not worth wasting the energy.  Do what you feel you should do in this moment (laugh, hug, say i love you, pray..).  Oh, and don't worry, you are very skeptical of everything - curiously skeptical.  So for real, maybe this is just an opportunity to overcome and let your true self shine out. 
Love
yourself.