Lately I'm finding it incredibly hard to live within the moment and just enjoy the life I've created. I hate wasting time on being unhappy. I know it's a choice - I just haven't been able to make the choice. Today was particularly rough, while I should have been enjoying my friend and all the great things going on for her, I felt as if I was being punished and beat down. I really am so selfish and angry. I'm not quite sure where to put the feelings, but I need to find someplace useful - working out, new hobby, cleaning, yard work.... I really hate wasting my time on these angry, sad, depressed feelings.
Home Sweet Home! by The Pioneer Woman
6 years ago
2 comments:
Once again I must say we are kindred spirits. You wrote exactly what I am feeling right now. I try and push it off that Jason is the selfish one (which he is too), but it is b/c I cannot come to terms with my own selfishness. SIGH. Miss you!
LOVE YOU!
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